Life n Death...

Life n Death....
Some live to Die ,
Some Die to escape.
I live n think what am i living for?
I keep dreaming that i can't sleep
and wake up exhausted;
in the middle of the night...
thinking when you can live forever,
What will you live for???

Lots of guitars in the world,
but i listen to the music composed by my Heart.
Trying to survive in this multifaceted Life.
Sometimes in sleep i feel i am Dead ,
Panic with joy that the pain is over.
The pain of living , then suddenly i realise,
Death is not overwhelming comfort either.

When i was a child, i thought
being brave meant that you had to take action.
That to have a dream or get forward in life,
you needed courage.
But the only thing you need courage for
is for standing still.

Life and Death are antonyms,
Contrasted as white and black.
But the thing is neither of two
gives me ecstasy...
No regrets with none of them.
Living is natural and dying is no solution.
Thought of death pleases but doesn't justify.

I have learnt to live ,
and so will i till i meet my friend Death...